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Baby’s First Christmas

On Christmas morning after snapping a couple photos with my phone, Andy suggested before Reese open up her “big Santa” gift, we get out the real camera…since it’s her first Christmas and all.

Oh…right…

He actually snapped most of the photos on Christmas.

While our festivities didn’t exactly go as originally planned, we had a nice Christmas. It started out at our house, where the minute Rylee woke up, she wanted to check to see how many cookies Santa ate, and whether he drank the milk or the Pepsi…because she said he’d like milk, while Andy insisted that Santa may be tired of milk by the time he stops at our house, so a Pepsi may be a better idea. {For the record, he drank both.}

After a pretty leisurely morning, we headed over to my Dad’s house for the traditional Christmas Morning Breakfast of venison, hashbrowns, omelets and english muffins, followed by gift opening. My dad’s house is where my siblings and I grew up, so it’s still very much “home” to all of us.

After that, we headed to Andy’s parents’ house where we spent the rest of our day. We opened gifts then ate a huge turkey dinner with all the trimmings. Randomly, Ry had asked them for a pirate ship. They delivered. It was a huge hit. I guess it’s a Jake & The Neverland Pirates thing…none of us have ever seen the cartoon, but whatevs.

On our way home, both girls promptly passed out.

Reese’s naps were shorties, at best. Finally Ry skipped her nap…so there was that. Reese went through 3 outfits that day due to some crazy spit up. Coinsidentally, I smelled like spoiled milk for the entire afternoon. I ate way too much.

All in all? Nice day.

Since then, Rylee has loved playing with all of her new toys and also been so nice as to “show Reese how her new baby toys work.” Though it hasn’t been officially confirmed, I’m convinced that Ry picked out a toy cell phone for Reese just so she could play with it herself.

All of these pictures are straight out of the camera because I was too lazy to do any editing.

Reese opening her “big present”. She was actually getting into it!

Nerf guns!!

Sweet Sisters.

Love this face Ry is making…

Lego time with Uncle!!!

Marking off her height at Grandad’s house!

Cuddle time with Auntie Kristen…

Opening gifts at Grandma & Papa’s house…

A PIRATE SHIP!!!!!

First Christmas as a family of four.

Christmas Hangover

Just as fast as it came, it’s gone. Our day was nice. Rylee had a great day. That’s all that matters, right!?

As an adult, I’ve come to really realize, just how much Christmas is for the kiddos.

Today I’m at work and in a major holiday hangover haze.

While I did manage to remember to use our actual camera yesterday {fighting second child complex, one click at a time} I totally forgot to bring my camera to work with me to upload the photos onto my computer.

So for now, and until I’m out of my haze, you get the few I snagged on my phone.

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Hope your Christmas was wonderful!!

Merry Christmas! 2012

Dear Friends & Family,

It’s kind of funny to think that what seems like not that long ago, I couldn’t wait for Christmas to get here and how looooong the days seemed to drag and now? Well, now every year I find myself wishing for just a day or two more to get everything ready. Either way, here we are, just a few days away from Christmas and less than two weeks from wrapping up another year.

2012 was a year of change, adventure and abundant blessings for our little family.

This time last year we were getting ready to announce our pregnancy to our families on Christmas. It’s hard to believe that was already one year ago. In February, we found out we were having another girl and I cried again.

In March I got the opportunity to fly down to Torrance, CA to learn more about the Toyota brand. Not long after that, our filter system took a dump resulting in Andy and a friend completely replumbing and replacing the filter system in our pump house. The good news is, if you come to our house we have excellent {expensive} water!

In April we started checking things off of our “baby bucket list” by taking a family trip to the beach. April also marked the “end of an era”, so to speak. The company I’d worked for for almost 2 years sold to a company based out of Wisconsin and I ended up being “absorbed” into one of my bosses other companies. After 6 years in the hunting industry, I made the jump to the snack food industry. There’s been quite the learning curve, but wow…what a ride!

In May, Rylee turned 4! Hard to believe still comes to mind. We also threw her her first “friend party“. Monster themed, of course. At just 10 weeks to go until the baby was due, I did a little belly-to-belly side-by-side comparison for fun.

In June, we knocked some more things off the baby bucket list…Rylee got to experience her first Em’s baseball game {complete with ice cream in a baseball cap bowl}, went to see her first movie in a movie theater and got to shoot a bow for the first time.

July {and our due date} was here before we knew it! Early in the  month we took Rylee up to our favorite camping spot to do some fishing and she also got to shoot her rifle for the first time. We welcomed Reese Kallen into our family on July 19 and our hearts have never been the same. She truly completes our family. Rylee loves being a big sister and the girls truly adore each other. {The story behind Reese’s name can be found here.}

We’ve been going non-stop ever since…

We spent nearly the entire month of August home together as a family of four. Andy & I celebrated our 7th wedding anniversary by enjoying a day date of running some errands, grabbing some lunch at Hawaiian Time and watching a move. Maybe not very glamorous, but completely perfect.

Andy & I both headed back to work at the end of August/beginning of September. Andy is head teacher again this year but is also teaching PE, shop, math and Global Studies.

In October, Toyota sent me to North Carolina to experience NASCAR. In short, it was amazing. We had a blast trick-or-treating. Well…Rylee did. Reese was just kind of along for the ride.

After 3 long years of rejection {thanks to our “unique” property} we were finally able to refinance our property. With a huge weight off of our shoulders, about a month later we bought a new car! And yea, it’s a Toyota. Peace of mind on multiple fronts.

November, and now December, have completely flown by and now we’re wrapping up another year. Our life is crazy busy, but so full of love. Other than a couple of extra hours in the day, we wouldn’t change a thing. We have been blessed and we try to remember it daily.

It will be fun to see what 2013 has in store for us.

We hope your Christmas and the year to come are full of love, laughter and happy memories.

All our love,

Katherine, Andy, Rylee & Reese

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Taking a Break

This morning as I was comforting a sick kiddo after  I rocked the baby back to sleep for the third time, I started thinking about blogging. Because at 4:15 in the morning, after being up who-knows-how-many times, that’s exactly what makes sense. Only not at all.

I mean…I thought of other things too…like how badly my knee ached from the giant rug burn I got from skidding across the living room floor while trying to run across the house to my crying sick kiddo after being woken out of a dead sleep. And no to mention that looming to-do list and all the things that need to be taken care of before Christmas.

I’m trying to not get overwhelmed by all the things. I’m lovin’ on my kiddos. I’m trying to soak up the family time that I know will go all too fast. Soon, my sisters will be in town and we’ll have all sorts of fun family activities to partake in…and hopefully some eggnog with a touch of Kaluah.

So, with all that in mind, and my aching knee, I’ve decided I’m going to take a little holiday break from the blog. Well, that’s what I’m saying anyway. If I find some time and feel like posting, I will…but I don’t want to feel like it’s just one.more.thing. that needs to get done.

But I can’t very well start my break with my last two posts being downers, so tomorrow, I’ll share what our holiday letter/year in review would have been if I would have got my -ish together long enough to send one out with our Christmas cards.

Heavy. Toxic. No-winning. Robotics.

Caution. Extreme stream of consciousness word vomit ahead. And possible bad words.

Now that you’ve been amply warned, here goes nothin.

I’m normally a half-glass-full kinda gal. The “silver lining” thing isn’t just a thing…I really do truly try to live it.

But crap, lately, I feel like I’m struggling.

I’m just…overwhelmed lately. So much to do. Not nearly enough hours in the day to get them done.

Things I want to do I don’t have time for. Things I need to do I don’t have time for. Could I get up earlier or go to bed later? I suppose, but that’d leave me in more of a zombie state than I already am. I feel like there’s no winning.

I feel like a robot. Must.Make.Dinner. Must.Bathe.Children. Must.Wash.face. Must.Sleep. {said in my best robot voice, of course}

Just going through the motions. Almost like I’m outside of myself watching myself. Not ever really present.

And I’m trying…I really am. These Advent Activities I’ve been doing with Rylee have been so much fun. But then there’s the ever looming to-do list in the back of my mind.

Sometimes I just try and escape it. When I’m feeding Reese and putting her to bed, I just want to sit in there and rock her as long as possible. It’s quiet. And still. And peaceful. But it doesn’t last. That’s not an option. There’s pump parts to wash. Another kid that needs to be put to bed. Dishes to unload. Laundry to fold. Bills to pay. Again, with the to-do list in the back of my mind.

I’m tired. Andy joked with me the other day when I was complaining about being tired that he’s surprised I’m just not used to it by now. And to a certain extent, he’s right. I guess I just keep holding out hope that life will in fact slow down.

Sometimes all I want to do is sleep. Forget the to-do list, I’m going to cope by ignoring it all completely and just sleep. Screw the dishes, they’ll be here tomorrow. Sleep is what I need. If I’m rested I’ll be able to tackle it.

Then I wake up the next morning more overwhelmed than I was the night before.

So often I could just go to work to escape. But work is no better these days. ASAP deadlines for nearly every project. Redoing projects that were just done. A to-do list that keeps getting set aside because there’s other “more important” things that need to be taken care of. It’s frustrating. And overwhelming. And mostly just frustrating.

Things I normally love to do, like wrap Christmas presents, is something that I’m viewing as just another thing on my to-do list….and I’m almost dreading doing it. {FYI family & friends-don’t be surprised if your gifts are wrapped simply this year.}

I’m all sorts of emotional lately. And for really no apparent reason. I’ll either be raging upset. Or I’ll be so upset I want to cry. Or I’ll look at my family and my heart will swell and I’ll be on the verge of tears. Sometimes I think, ok, maybe if I just have a good cry I’ll feel better. but no tears come.

All I want to do is eat all the things. No way breastfeeding is burning all the calories I want to cram in my face. I’ll want to eat healthy. Then something will set me back and it just turns into an ugly downward spiral.

Sometimes I get to the point where every other word going through my mind is a cuss word. I’m normally not like this. And it’s toxic.

And I hate it.

My little family is my saving grace. My girls are my pride & joy and Andy? I just don’t know what I’d do without that man. I love them so hard that sometimes it hurts. My heart literally feels like it’s going to burst sometimes. I just want to scoop them all up and run away from everything and enjoy time with just them.

I guess I’m just down on myself. And this is a really shitty time of year to be down on oneself.

 But I’m gonna put on a happy face and trudge through. Because it’s all just a phase. And it’s the most wonderful time of year.
Right?