I sit here with a full mind and a blank screen. So much I want to say, though no words will come out. The things I’ve had floating around in my head waiting to come out are still there, but pushed to the back because now they seem trivial.
Why must bad things happen?
How do you explain hard things to little ones? Attacks? Natural disasters? Death of a loved one or even a family pet?
Sometimes I just hope they hold on to their innocence just a little longer, so I keep the TV off and turn the radio dial when the news comes on. They don’t really need to know something bad happened, do they?
Maybe all this will be easier when they’re a little older and more capable of understanding? Or maybe that will just make things harder?
When bad things happen it’s hard not to hold their hands a little tighter in a parking lot or watch them a little more closely. Snuggle just a little bit longer.
They say ignorance is bliss. I want my girls to be blissful and happy and carefree. But I don’t want them to be ignorant and sheltered from the world.
I have to hold on to the faith that there is good that will come of every situation. There are still good people in this world.
We choose to focus on the good.